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Cease & Desist (James Leland Ludeau III-Lafayette, LA)

It means quit 
The fuck off my dick 
Move bitch 
Get out the way 
Or you'll have to pay 
Can't a mother fucker hold me down oh no 
I've got to keep on moving 
My plan 
Mountain man 
No more sea level 
I need to soar 
No more 
Fucking with whores 
New shores 
New heights 
My wings 
Do things 
I never thought capable of 
I'll shove 
You out of my way 
Like P-Diddy 
I'm giddy 
High elevation 
Self preservation 
No more tearing my soul down 
No more Heartbreak City Town 
Found my tribe
My vibe 
I'm a bad boy for life
So pass the courvoisier
Let's sway 
To the music 
And dance our cares away 
Cuz I been around the world 
And I, I, I
Been playa hated  
I don't know how and I don't know why 
They want us faded 
I dated 
Enough boys in Louisiana 
Time for Colorado and Montana 
Every step I take 
Every move I make
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
But I'll be gifting you 
With my absence 
My admittance
I'm through 
Good riddance 


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