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Light, Light Give me might I destroy darkness with these words I diffuse all the shadows and expel ALL DEMONS. The way of good is my master’s call I am here to be a beacon of light Look to me in times of darkness I will cast my light onto your path And guide you home.

As the clouds are parting the hues of the evening sun cascade slowly over the horizon, I leave behind my old self. My former life is dying with the sun. Tomorrow, life starts anew. Goodbye forever to the long nights of temptation, despair, and waywardness. The darkness is empty and doesn’t compare to the Force of LIGHT. This is my springtime! This is when the pain of my past descends and my new life filled with hope becomes a reality. This is my time to RISE!