What didn't kill me never made me stronger, but what did makes me feel alive. Strength from the bottom of the bottle made me realize that I never learned to live without you. All the while, time was passing. No longer wide eyed and innocent, I fight to regain control. Only to loose when it meant so much. Hold on to one last breath. For you. For me. I chose the wrong battle, for all is fair in love and war. Why didn't they teach us contradiction?
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.
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