When it all gets blown apart
And all you’re left with is a broken heart
When despair starts closing around
And it feels like your body is shutting down
I've been there
The one you called in the middle of the night
Or when you've just had a fight
The one who stood by your side
Just to help you to get by
My feelings always hidden deep
Your love is always what I seek
I watch you go through relationships
With guys who treat you like shit
But patience runs thin and love rings true
I can't tell you what I'm going through
My heart breaks every time I fix yours
This is starting to become a chore
I show you emotion you shoot them down
I often feel just like a clown
For with a heavy heart I see
You are not the one for me
And in my mind I always knew
I am not the one for you
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.
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