On a regular, I order the Taco Bell Build Your Own Luxe Box. I almost always get a Chalupa Supreme, a five layer burrito (easy on the beans), Fiesta potatoes, and a Baja Blast (upgrade to large). All this for six dollars and eighty-one cents. Meanwhile, tariffs go into effect. What tariffs? Nevermind on the tariffs. High tariffs! Beautiful tariffs destroying economies and people’s well-beings. Canada is pissed at us. Canada. The Department of Education is being dismantled. Concentration camps are being erected. Let’s get rid of the National Weather Service amidst the floods, tornadoes, hurricanes. Thrown into unbroken promise of no wars. Breaking News! BREAKING NEWS! B R E A K I N G N E WS! The sole of my working shoes have given out. Much like the soul of this constant chaos country. But a constant I can rely on? Is a greasy, cheesy, fried tortilla hug. From that sweet lavender bell. Inflation is inflating, but the Taco Bell Build Your Own Luxe Box remains six dollars and eighty-one cents.
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.

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