I was not born to be small, not carved from hush, not designed to disappear. I will not acquiesce, or negotiate who I am with you. I will not barter my skin, trade soft-spokeness for your comfort. I will not reshape my words to fit your blueprint. I will not shrink, smooth, hush, or squeeze into the closet of your design. I will not silence myself, not for you, not for the world, not for the ghost in the mirror who once begged to be small. I will not unbecome to make you whole, apologize for taking up air, for burning too bright, for loving too loud. I will not dim my shine, soften my blaze, or make my survival a polite anecdote. I am unapologetic, unbargained, beautifully broken, And untouched by your demands.
I let the sound wash over me Waves on the beach Moving me with their melodies My hips sway to the bass Pulsing through my core That purple feel gives me chills Serpentine movements flowing Harmony, peace, and love Things we can believe in Strawberries sweet and drippy To be someone is that better Than just being alive? Harsh realities set in Once that trombone stops But maybe, just maybe That music that connected us And the feelings it brought Will make these beliefs come to pass