I remember the day I
found God, when I was sitting around in the darkness upset about yesterday. I
felt this sudden, divine force as she dusted me off and placed my feet on solid
ground. I couldn’t figure out what God was, but she placed a pencil down on a
table in the darkness and told me to “Sit down and write.” And so, I began. She
then told me that I needed to unshackle those chains of past guilt and
worry. I didn’t really know what I
was writing or why I was writing it. Suddenly, the pen changed into a key and
it just so happened to be the right-sized key to unlock the chains I carried. When
I looked up to see where God was, she had left me in the darkness, alone…so, I
thought. Then, I looked down to the notepad I was writing on and I was
surprised that I had no idea that I had written the word “future” on it. It was
clear that God had given me this ability, this part of her. I recognized that
using this ability was my way of staying connected to God. The key. So now,
focused on the present, I sit down and write.
“Lunacy” comes from the moon, Who cycles through brilliance and darkness Bipolarity’s patterns are not so easily assumed Opposites not so well harnessed Who cycles through brilliance and darkness? The girl who sits in bed, wrestling with Opposites. Not so well harnessed As she thought, her brain gives reason the slip The girl who sits in bed, wrestling with Her body, depressed, her thoughts manic. As she thought, her brain gave reason the slip And gives the gift of life in a dreamlike panic. Her body depressed her thoughts. Manic Lunacy comes from the moon And gives the gift of life in a dreamlike panic Bipolarity’s patterns are not so easily assumed
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