At the bottom of a roiling ultramarine sea I look up from the floor. My eyes sting from the salt and darkness. Adjust and then adopt the bioluminescent glow I need to navigate. "You will always be other. Alien. A mimic." It echoes and claws at my heart. My mind. Ringing alone in the empty vastness of saltwater. How does a mermaid trapped on land grow her sea legs? A great yawning moan shudders through tectonic plates. A wail escapes from the pit of my chest reaching decibels not associated with me. My skin. My curves. She could never. She doesn't look like what is allowed to have words like opulence and ethereal beauty aimed at her. Rage smothered in silence and poverty. Shut up in my heart and bones! You would dare speak up? You would dare stand up and not cower when a rich pale one sibilantly hurls a complaint? Are you some sort of reborn Emitt Till? Bow. Scrape. Why are you still standing? No. Not you. There's too much water in your eyes. A body taking up space and...