I've been told I’m too young to be so jaded,
For the longest time I thought their is no love for me,
Walking through this life as the monster she created.
Failed relationships come and go I feel nothing,
If they only knew how much I hurt once before,
On the edge I was standing about to give up on finding that something.
A new woman has given a fresh breath into my life,
Maybe I was right to seem so jaded,
But I am no longer the monster that she created.
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.
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