7. The curTains are closed The moTel room is Trashed i’m naked and shivering my large pupils are Tiring i could push my misery longer buT dawn jusT goT here. 6. iT’s Time To go inTo The lighT all The ice has melTed away and I no longer want To be cold Tina almosT fucked my hearT away my sorrow can longer add up. 5. alone, always alone Tina left me Tweaking in The dark baTTling The fears in my mind i would ofTen hear The police creeping ouTside the door paranoia had me Thinking, “if i wenT To jail, would she come to visiT?” 4. The really fucked up Thing: i wanTed her back again and again Though everyThing she Touched evaporaTed like smoke i craved her, my imaginary parTner my sTubborness had me Tripping Through life. 3. now, all The crysTals are gone, glamour conTinually leading inTo despair so many acquainTances have lefT my life so many of The wrong paThs i’ve Taken....

Tempted by your fruit, I sent my message of desire You replied, come over, and we arranged to meet. We stripped bare and your penis entered my body, firmly and aggressively   Our bodies synchronized as one. Pumping and grinding, we fucked for hours, I couldn't get enough.   Your dick had hypnotized me, leaving me wanting more.   It was a sensation like no other, it occupied my thoughts Night and day, I wanted your dick. Hard, firm, warm, it made me feel Dickmatized.

Light, Light Give me might I destroy darkness with these words I diffuse all the shadows and expel ALL DEMONS. The way of good is my master’s call I am here to be a beacon of light Look to me in times of darkness I will cast my light onto your path And guide you home.

As the clouds are parting the hues of the evening sun cascade slowly over the horizon, I leave behind my old self. My former life is dying with the sun. Tomorrow, life starts anew. Goodbye forever to the long nights of temptation, despair, and waywardness. The darkness is empty and doesn’t compare to the Force of LIGHT. This is my springtime! This is when the pain of my past descends and my new life filled with hope becomes a reality. This is my time to RISE!

Naked and afraid the darkness penetrates my   Orifice with a sting of delight. I've become entranced by the mystery of the darkness and my Body has been devoured by its essence.   This sensation is devoid of real happiness and has bewitched my Mind into seeking momentary pleasure.   My identity has been lost and my path unclear.   Crystal cocks have blotted from my soul the essence that was once Me. I'm left with mystery, misery, and myself to blame.   The darkness has stripped me bare, standing silent and pained with Pleasure, to no avail.

For divinity I pray, as the iniquitous ones play their games. Insatiably I lay, wanting only to indulge in frequence. Their eyes, so perverse, are burning into my desires. Indignantly, I repress those maudlin ones as each tear they shed within causes me to disappear. You ogle at my martyr soul yet refuse to sacrifice in the name of passion. Insidiously, I walk a destined path as the corrupted ones perish in the wake of their proprietor.  

Breaking the speed limit two or three times over. Stay on step, I’m only a muscle twitch from grievous injury or death. A sudden movement, the snap of a serpent, inhaling deeply I try to trust my reason and my intuition. I was veering on old mountain roads trying to not be distracted by the glowing stars and the shining snow so I kept my eyes on the flowing road, all I could think of was “Don’t lose control.” I may be a fool, but I’m no dead man. I may be a fool, but at least I’m no hanged man. I may be a fool, oh I may be a fool.