I have not learned the touches of love until now. We come
into this world, molested and no one ever tells us its wrong. We just grow up realizing
that we’re fucked up. People look at us as if we have been compromised by evil
when we make mistakes. Love has to be taught. We do not come into the world
knowing love. It’s how parents, our leaders, our society’s responsibility to
enforce rules of the heart not our bodies. Government molests our bodies,
sometimes with religion, tells us how to or not to use them. However, it doesn’t
teach the bodily functions of love.
Our bodies are abused by the words of hate, entrapment, and dysfunction.
We’re scared to touch, we’re scared to love, we fear love. Hate has molested
us and our country has allowed it. But, the people can know love. We can learn it on our own.
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.
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