A Forbidden Love (Jason M Smith-Lafayette, LA)

As you lay on our bed, exposed to the world in all your naked glory, I gently

press my lips against yours, savoring their sweet taste.

The smell of your hair lingers in my nostrils, your perfume drifting across

the room.

But you don't respond to me, but then you never did.

But I’m used to that now.

Lying there, cold, unfeeling, uncaring, like you always do.

But, I know your little secret, all the plans you made with him.

I know them all.

You were going to leave me, leave me for him.

But not now, you shall not leave now.

I tenderly take your breast in my hand, caressing it gently, feeling the

firmness in my hand.

But still, you do not respond.

I do not care now though, I know you will not leave me.

You will stay with me, please me, satisfy me.

You can no longer go to him now.

He's lying in our basement, rotting, letting the worms, maggots and rest of

the filth eat his dirty, woman stealing flesh.

All I ever did was try to please you.

I only ever wanted to make you happy, see you smile.

Everything I did was for you, I even killed him for you.

He could never have loved you the way I loved you.

Worship and idolize you like I worship and idolized you.

But, you never loved me back though, not really.

Deep down, you always hated me.

But not anymore.

I've grown accustomed to the coldness you show me.

As I take you once more, I think to myself.

Of all the things I tried to do for you to make you happy.

To make you smile once more.

But it never worked.

All I wanted was a way to make you stay with me, to never leave me.

Yet,the answer was there all along, right before me.

To keep you from leaving me, all I had to do was something so simple and easy.

This was all I had to do.

I only had to kill you.

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Come Hither (Annette Redmond Walters - Lafayette, LA)

I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.

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