You can see her smile
But her eyes tell a diff story
She is tough...but broken
But that side can't be seen
For there are those that depend on her strength
The pieces of her fall a little at a time
Shattering on the floor like glass
But she doesn't realize that someone has come along
Someone with the glue to make her whole
She is hesitant
She doesn't know how to feel about him
But its her heart that wants to be one piece again
One piece to beat for him
But she is hesitant
She doesn't know how to feel about him
But hes the someone with the glue to make her whole
He tells her to take his hand
To put it in hers
Together we'll stand he says
Against adversity and the odds
I'll be your rock and you mine he says
Shes hesitant
She doesn't know how to feel about him
Then she smiles
But this time its with faith
Trusting him cuz she can see in his eyes shes safe
Shes not hesitant anymore.....
Shes home
It’s forgettable- the number of times I was called a “fucking faggot” as a kid. As a former child of god, I wasn’t expected to know what those words meant. I was taught that repentance was vital to achieving everlasting life. My momma made me go to church every Sunday. I said my prayers as I was told. But I eventually learned that Catholicism was never my sanctuary. Christianity was never my safe-haven. God never stopped the cheap shots. He never once prevented the harassment or pure embarrassment that I felt from the words of my “kin in Christ.” Now, picture me- a helpless faggot, blinded by the incandescent lights of an old catholic church. I was home from college spending Spring Break in my former hellscape. So, naturally, my momma yet again made me go to church. This time, on a Wednesday. It was Ash Wednesday. When I was among the folks from home, I felt out of place. So much that I’d imagine camouflaging myself. Like saber-tooth in hiding. But the difference? I had a far mo...
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