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Watching the Rain (Jason Smith-Lafayette, LA)

I am sitting here watching the rain,
Praying that the drops will wash away my pain.

The fight that was bound to come to bare,
Was something that I wanted with you to spare.

I said I am sorry repeatedly to you,
I feel so terrible that I feel like we are through.

In life, you may never get a second chance,
However, for you I would give you my soul and true romance.

If I had it to do all over again,
I would wait until we are best of friends.

Never again should a relationship be rushed,
I will show you Love, Honesty and Trust.

I wish I knew just what to do,
It feels just like I am being screwed.

You say you love me with all your heart,
I do not know what to say you told me that from the start.

You said you would never try to hurt me or lie,
I know that to be true from the look in your eyes.

You told me never to worry or to feel sad,
That you would set me free before things get bad. 


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