I do enjoy our time together. I do so want to be the one that knows
what your favorite breakfast is. I want to be the one that knows what your
special morning thing is. I want to be the one that knows what you like in your
coffee. I want to be the one that knows how long you like to shower, how hot,
or how cold you like your water. I want to be the one that knows what your
favorite thing to sleep in is nothing at all or satin boxers. I want to be the
one that knows what you’re moods are when you are happy, sad, angry, hurt,
HORNY, sick or scared. I want to be the one that knows what your breath smells
like after going out for the evening & waking in each others arms. After a
night of erotic and passionate love making followed by hot & sweaty sex. I
want to be the one that knows what your cock taste like after you fuck me. I
want to be the one that knows what your wants & desires are. I want to be
the one that knows what you have hidden deep in your soul. I want to be the one
that knows you. I want to be the one that knows how it feels to have you next
to them when you sleep. I want to be the one that knows what it is like to have
makeup sex after an argument. I want to be the one that knows what it is like
to just sit around the house with you and snuggle. These are just some of the
wants that I would have answer’s to if I was with you.
It’s forgettable- the number of times I was called a “fucking faggot” as a kid. As a former child of god, I wasn’t expected to know what those words meant. I was taught that repentance was vital to achieving everlasting life. My momma made me go to church every Sunday. I said my prayers as I was told. But I eventually learned that Catholicism was never my sanctuary. Christianity was never my safe-haven. God never stopped the cheap shots. He never once prevented the harassment or pure embarrassment that I felt from the words of my “kin in Christ.” Now, picture me- a helpless faggot, blinded by the incandescent lights of an old catholic church. I was home from college spending Spring Break in my former hellscape. So, naturally, my momma yet again made me go to church. This time, on a Wednesday. It was Ash Wednesday. When I was among the folks from home, I felt out of place. So much that I’d imagine camouflaging myself. Like saber-tooth in hiding. But the difference? I had a far mo...
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