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Only Ounce of Confidence (Adam John Schexnayder - Crowley, La)

You’re the only ounce of confidence

I have in the world today.

You’re what I look forward to,

When the skies are gray.

I didn’t come here to forgive,

I came here to forget.

Even if I can’t,

You’re what I want tonight.

You’re love, it does something to me.

Although it’s not like mine.

One day you will see,

Everything will be alright,

IF you just gave me a chance,

To give you everything I’ve got.

It’s not like I don’t do that now,

But you would have to see.

There is so much more to share.

So much more to give.

So much more that you don’t even see.

Just to let you know,

If that day doesn’t come,

I’ll love you forever,

Cause you are the one.

The one I want and the one I need.

I can’t wait forever, but I’ll wait as long as I can.

They all tell me to give up,

But I just can’t.

Just so you know,

Before it comes to that point,

You’re the only ounce of confidence

I have in the world today.


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