she smiled and peered from behind wide eyes
her mouth running like a babbling brook
those pouty lips and tiny hips
i waited until i realized she was nervous
that's why the words tripped so quickly from her lips
i wasn't brave but i was ballsy enough
so i leaned forward as if i did this sort of thing
psh, all the time, any given day of the week
her relief drowning amidst the tidal wave of her desire
and she sank, quivering,
into me.
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.
OMG,this is beautiful...to be able to express yourself this way is just amazing.Thank you for sharing this with me.
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