I let you call me names that I never was. I let you convince
me that you knew who I was better than me. I let you abuse me because I had no
idea what love was. You were my first so I gave you all of me, first. You spoiled
me for the worse. I had no way to protect myself from you. You had infected me.
You had abused me. My stomach turns because I allowed it. I can not judge
myself though, because I didn’t
know any better. I hadn’t been trained in love. You used up all of my love and my
spiritual tank fell to empty. But I had to learn that even though you made me
feel expired, I had no expiration date. Little did you know abused me wasn’t
all there was to the strong me.
“Lunacy” comes from the moon, Who cycles through brilliance and darkness Bipolarity’s patterns are not so easily assumed Opposites not so well harnessed Who cycles through brilliance and darkness? The girl who sits in bed, wrestling with Opposites. Not so well harnessed As she thought, her brain gives reason the slip The girl who sits in bed, wrestling with Her body, depressed, her thoughts manic. As she thought, her brain gave reason the slip And gives the gift of life in a dreamlike panic. Her body depressed her thoughts. Manic Lunacy comes from the moon And gives the gift of life in a dreamlike panic Bipolarity’s patterns are not so easily assumed
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