As bad as it hurts I'm glad I didn't get what I thought I deserved. I loved you like I've never heard goodbye. You loved me like you were ready for it. Well all place the blame and forget to take responsibility. You were scared of the unpleasantries. I was scared of lonely. I trusted you to fill the pool as I was diving in. I'll just pick up the pieces and pray they don't cut me. And one day when your regrets collect, and you realize that while searching for heaven you passed it up, you'll just take the "heat". My wounds WILL heal, but you will always be heartless. And we all know where people like you end up....
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.
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