Quiet slumber awakens me. Wrapped around the mistakes of yesterday. Feel the warmth of whom I thought was you. I'd rather just go back to dream land. Where it's shiny and bright. I know one day I'll have to let it go. For now, I'm keeping it. Maybe you shouldn't have come back. Even if just for a night. You only bring me down. But for now I'll bask in the glory of what used to be. Cause even if only for a night, it feels like a lifetime promised finally fulfilled. Full circle back when I turn over. For dreamland has tricked me. And as I lay alone to start a new day, I can breathe because that mistake can wait for another day.
I meant it not this way but the tears just flow and my makeup smearing all the more, leaving behind that familiar filthy residue. I may have begun to drive myself away, dragging you down as well. But it's done, I've flipped the switch and now it's dark once more. How painful is the music to my ears, I can't stand to be alone in it, yet here I am again. I pray you fly back and safely and warmly to me, though I fear I've dug the grave too deeply. As the dirt shifts within my soul, I choke on those loving words I'd meant for you. All the fragments of light I see becoming smaller and I wish to be near you in your embrace that might make me feel the warmth I'm missing. And in reality, I doubt I'd breathe another breath without you. So come hither and quickly soothe my dying heart, you are the only cure I know. I cry and cry again, come hither to heal and love me. Come hither and help me dry my tears.
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