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But I'm a T (Madisyn Barbosa- Lafayette, LA)

when i was here before
the world i despised
i was never an angel
my body make me cry
i sink like a feather
in the beauticruel world
i don't wanna be special
so fucking special
but im a T
a freak some call a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here
i don't belong here


i don't care when it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want to a perfect soul
i want you to notice
when im not around
just want to be special
just loved and feel special
but im a T
a freak and a weirdo
why the fuck am i born queer
just want to be normal
yeah some kind of normal
but im a T
i don't belong here
shes running out again
shes running out
she runs runs runs


what makes me happy
what do i want
i want to be special
just not this special
but im a T...


what the hell am i doing here
i don't belong here...



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